Merry Christmasssss to Everyone....Love ya~

well....b4 holiday....Pn.Haema really leave us a lots of homeworks to do.....

and I was lazy to do my hw...and juz keep enjoying sleeping...shopping...rest.....and now it's goin to reopen skul....and u can guess how busy am I nw....trying to finish all the works that she gave us....*sigh*........feel kind of regret of wasting all of my time on havin fun....=/

My holiday is just about shopping shopping shopping and shopping....:)

and I really bought a lots of shirt....for chinese New Year * although its abit earlier....*

My Brother is nw havin fun on his trip....and I envy him... :(

why?

coz......I feel bored just to stay at home.......surfing nets.........doing my hw....

and he was having fun at Genting And SunWay.....

today is christmas eve..................and all i can do is just stay at home....

no activities..........BORING!!!!!

but probably tomorrow i'm goin to Melaka for my cousin's wedding... :)

Well......

tats all~

I Hope Everyone Is Having Fun during this holiday....

and dont forget to finish ur work....... ;)

Tata...And Merry Christmas....... *HUG*

haha~my blog is full of spider webs~

Eeva+ chuan (butterfly fly away-Miley Cyrus)
miss leo ~Lay Kei Een..Being played by da audience~
Peace!!
Me + Mun yi
Pika + Mun Yi
The pic tat i Love THE MOST!!!

M3~
Me + Eeva+ Joanne
Vicky+Ngan performing Can i have tis dance- Zac Efron +Vanessa Hudgens
Pika + Eeva
Lucky Draw!!
Lay Performing The Climb-Miley Cyrus
Dance FloorTime!!!ChuanVs Kaisurei!!
Lay+Eeva

Act Cool+ cute~



whoa...really loooooooooooooooong time d nvr cum to update my blog ady...haha
well..although its kind of late...but still wan to share wif u all my installation nite pics~~hehe~
actually still got lots of pics one...bt...no way i upload all of thm rght?LOL...

Happy Father's Day!!!

hehe~well, today is father's day~~~
so i'm here to tell my Father:HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
=)

well, i cnnt celebrate father's day wif my daddy coz he nid to work...
so i WISH him here~
hehe~~~

wish him to hav a very nice day~~
and he will oways b HEALTHY!!!!

btw,nw oso 1 pf my frens's birthday~
so i wish him happy birthday oso~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEA!!
LOW KAI SHUEN!!!
XD

well, tats all wat i wan to type/write~
XD
so every1~~~
chaozzzz

no topic~haha~

hey!every1!!!
srry~~
i think my blog is havin dust already~
haha~~too long nvr upload~~=]
coz...juz finished my mid term exam~~
and nw i'm havin my holiday!!!
muahaha~~

well...nowadays really kinda feel worry for my fren...
she is havin sum prob..in relationship...but cnnt tell u who~
hope everythg will b over soon~luv ya~

k...
nw lets talk abt my single life!!
well...
at 1st really cant gt over him...
but nw~
i can said it out loud and with conffidence~
I"M TOTALLY OVER HIM!!!
=]

but...
nw sumthg happens...
well...
its like...
v dun talk to each other anymore since v broke up...
and....
he block me on msn...

well...
i think v still nid time to overcome tis prob~
haha~~

and....
i really miss da day i used to b wif my frenz during da last year's holiday...
=(...coz tis year every1 is so busy...and v hardly can gt a time to talk wif each other summore in diff class...
well...i think thgs will solve by tis holiday...v nw can hangout wif each other since nw v're havin our holiday~
haha~~

hehe~
so i'm goin to stop rght here!!

WISH every1 can hav a HAPPY holiday~
and try nt to gt fat after da holiday~~
haha~
juz kiding~~

XoXO

ntg to say...

ntg to do...
ntg happen...
VERY BORING A!!!!

OMG....
for god's sake...
y my life so boring...

grrr....
nw having my holiday...
staying at home...
doing ntg...*on9...goin to bcum otaku d...*
ewww....dun wan...
go for tuition...
everyday sleep...

Zzz...
watch tv??
i dun like to watch tv...
....
....
....
....
....
....

every1 gt thgs to do during their holiday...
but mine is juz ntg to do...
gt oso juz sleeping oni...
grrr....

any suggestion for me?
dun ask me to study...coz nw...
i everyday study till goin to b insane...

sports?
i dun wan to sweat too much...
coz its sticky...
ewww...

wat else i can do for my holiday...
haizzz....
xdo??
my laptop is out of service...*old one which oni used to play games...*
LOL...

dun care d la...
juz let it b like this...
everyday...
i'll juz sleep sleep sleep and sleep!!
k...DONE!
thn during reopen u'll c a pig wearing her unifrom..
lolZz...
btw,HAPPY HOLIDAY!!^^

moody day..

well...
nowadays...really feelin very moody...
and dun feel like talking...

well...
i dun knw why...
mayb i'm thinkin too much stupid thgs....
*girls like to think a lot...unlike boys...*

and nowadays i think i've lost sumthg important...
wat is da thg?
da true me is disappearing...

i dun know y...it juz suddenly i'm changing to someone tat i can't even recognize it...
i dun like tis...
i try to turn everythg back to whr it is...
but it juz turn out like tis...

everythg seems so unreal to me...
and nw...i really dun care abt other thgs...
wat da hell is happening to me...
sumtimes...really feel like i wan to cry...
but da tears juz wont come out...

sumtimes....i really think tat tis is happening mayb is bcoz the pressure tat my family is giving me...
*i knw tat all they did is for my own gud...*
juz sumtimes kinda feel very heavy...

many thgs really come up my mind...
and i try to tell my frens...
but...
i dun knw la...
tey seems to have sumthg tey nid to solve...
and i dun really wan to disturb thm...

i think mayb after sumdays...
whn i wont think tat much...
thgs willl b solved...
so...
wat i nid to do is wait....
wait for da time...

ahaha~i'm so goin to play it!! but hw?...

i wan to play a game!!
XDO season 2!!

i wan play!!!
but hw am i goin to install it...*sob sob*


no way playin it wif my laptop,rght?
XD
sure later nid to go repair...
pc??
dun knw...scare gt virus oni...

yerrr...y everythg oso cnnt 1...
dun care..
i'm so goin to find a solution to solve tis problem!!!


thn i can enjoy da game~muahahah~~~
thinkin oso make me feels excited!!!
ahahahahahah~~~

gettin better and better....=]

well...
nw kinda think abt it...
i think my last post is very over...
*one of my fren oso say like tis...but tat time i DAMN emo wat...*
XD

so i nid to apologize abt it...
SORRY!!!

i nw very ok abt da break up thg~~
although v broke up...
my life still nid to go on,rght?
i still nid to move on,rght?

so,i'm goin to let it go~~
and make my life more happy and more easier~~
take thgs easily~~^^


firstly...
i really wan to thanks my frens...
who really giv me support during da tough time...
chung,eeva,lay,ngan,prika,yy~~
u all really giv me a lot of support whn i'm sad...
i really luv u guys DAMN DAMN muchhh!!!
muakzz~~

hui ling oso sent me a very caring comment on friendster...
thx~~
gt a form 6 1 oso...but i dunno his name...XD

thn,i nid to say thx to jin jack oso...
he console me a lot on msn...XD
tat time i really cry till wanna die...
XD

thn adrian,wei siong...really thx for ya all tat care abt me~~
but nw i'm ok d~~
so dun worry abt me,k?

well...
tis one is for him...
---------------------------------------------------------------------------
hmmm,really srry for thinkin u like tat...
da last post is really over...
so,i apologize abt it...
yea,u gt tat rght...
i knw v really r nt suitable to b together since v haven couple...
but i really stupid to think tat it'll b fine...
coz i keep thinkin mayb da time can change it...
but it seems...
it is a very big failure...
so...
i'm really srry to make u feel uneasy...uncomfortable...unhappy...
i'm really srry to make u bcum my bf...
i'm really srry to make ur memories sucks...

i apologize all da thgs tat i did...tat made u hurt...
and u dun nid to worry abt my feelings...
i nw very ok and fine wif it..
if u still wan to talk wif me...
i'm ok wif it...

and really thx for all da memories tat u gave me ...
i'm really happy to b together wif u....
and da most important is srry for causing u so much trouble...

-------------------------------------------------------------------
haha~~
well...
da most important is my family!!!
i luv thm damn much~~
tey really stay by my side whn i was very very sad...
tats y i luv thm da most!!!
THX!!!!

finally~~
wan to say it again!!!
THX FOR ALL WHO CARE ABT ME!!!!
THX FOR ALL DA ADVICES!!!
^^

rainy day...da most painful day ever...

as xpected...
he broke up wif me d...
i dunno how to say abt tis ...
but...

i feelin damn hurt nw...
my heart really feelin DAMN pain...
although my frens keep tellin me tat he's nt playin...

but...
i still thinkin tat he's playin me...
i knw tat v r nt suitable for each other since v hangout...
but still...
i oways hope tat tis will change after v go out...

but...it is a failure...
after tis...
i really wont keep hoping tat everythg will change...
after tis happen to me...

i dun think i'll trust guys anymore...
i dun think i'll trust in love anymore...
i dun think i'll trust in everythg...

i knw its kinda over but...
i nid sum time to recover...
but i wont try to go couple wif anyone...

tis time...tis thg is really makin me feel fade up of it...

3 weeks relationship...
wat a loong loong time...

well...although i nw very sad but...
it cnnt change da fact tat v hav broke up...

i really wan to stop cryin...
but da tears keep rolling down...
hw am i goin to 4giv him ?
hw am i goin to talk wif him normally?
hw am i goin to forgt abt him?
hw am i goin to start my new life?

y?
y u play me?
playin ppl's feeling is very nice izit?
although every1 sayin u r nt playin me..
i still havin da same feelin tat u R!!

nw...
i really started to regret...
y i couple wif u...
if i didn't do thgs like tat...
it wont turn out to b like tis...

y i nid to fall in luv wif u?
y i nid to like u?
y i nid to chat wif u?
y i nid to webcam wif u?

u tot i'm stupid izit?
i knw tat u wan to break up d!!
i knw!!
i dunno la...
sumtimes...
u really makin me feel tat u r nt serious in havin a relationship...

u makin me feel damn disappoint...
u makin me feel to anti all da guys,love,everythg...

i look happy izit?
NO!!
I'M NT!!
everytime i talk wif u...
makes my heart pain!!
seeing u to b like tis...
even more pain...

although i hate u nw...
but still..
i nid to thx u for all da thgs tat u've done to me...

i dun nid ur explanation for all of tis...
i juz nid sum time...

and finally...
i wish u to go find ur true girl...
and stay happy...

i wont hate u...
coz hating is so sufferin...
i'll try to 4gt abt u...
4gt all da thgs tat v've been thru...
and try to forgiv wat u've done to me and my heart...
i'll try to repair it...
but i dunno how long it will nid to recover...

Happy Valentine's Day...

i m havin a very very boring valentine...
since i cnnt go out and celebrate it with him...
*my bf*

haizz...
coz...
my mum sud broke her promise...and dun wan to fetch me go...
she said oni 2 girls go and yet so much boys r over thr...
so she dun let me go...

Zzz...
thn she shudn't say yes 1st...
she shud say let me think about it 1st...
but nw i'm ok wif it d....

still...
i cannt let go!
i really wan to celeb my valentine day wif him!!
dun knw la...
he nvr on9 oso...
he said if i dun go...
he'll on9...

here he comes again...
broke his promises....
y every time ppl like to broke their promises 1...
if still nt sure abt it...
y dun tey juz say...
let me consider abt it 1st...
thn oni u tell me ur confirm decision...
sure i'll b ok wif it 1...

fine...
everythg passed d...
nw i care oso no use d...
tat's how my valentine passed...

keep waitin for 1 guy to on9...
but he didn't appr oso...
i nw really sick of ppl tat broke their promises...
tey really causing us so much probs...
my fren is actually followin my car 1...
but thx to my mum ....
she cnnt celeb wif her bf oso....

tats y i sayin ppl tat broke promises oways makin so much trouble to ppl 1...
ANTI-PPL TAT BROKE PROMISES!!
better dun let me c another...
coz if i see it...

i wont hesitate abt to kill it!!
grrrr....


well...
tis year's valentine...
seems sucks to me....
seems BORING to me...
tired of it d...

tis is da worst valentine i had ever!!

but still nid to wish ya all...
Happy Valentine Day yea~~
and wish u all hav a very nice Valentine~~

nw i feelin kinda chill d...so no nid to worry abt me,k?

well...
after thinkin a lot yesterday...
i dun knw y i nid to act like tis for thm...
i dun knw y i nid to cry for thm...

if she really wants to keep makin probs...
juz let it b...
i wont change anythg bcoz of her...

ya knw...
its nt thm...
it juz a girl....
i dun knw wat ya want from me and him....
but v wont change anythg for u!!

coz!!
u r nt my anyone!!
u juz a fren of mines...
although everythg u do juz keep makin me suffer...
but u still my BEST FREN!!
i dunno y u've bcum like tis...

but...
seriously i hope u can bcum bac da real u...
i really dun like da changes of urs...
coz...
it really make me feel sad to c u like tat...
and i really really dun wan to lose tis fren...

whenever u feel sad,
u can find me if u wan...
whenever u nid help...
u can ask me for help...

i knw...u still nid sum times to recover...
but still i'll wait for u ,k?
coz even u keep doin tis kind of stuffs,it wont change anythg between me n him...

well...
tat's all wat i want to say...
da main decision is still on ur hand...
whether to change it or nt...
it still depends on u...


btw...
i wish u b happy oways...
smile oways...
dun think too much...
juz let it b...

its have been so long time d tat i haven been emo...

y??

b4 i met thm...
i was juz a very boring girl...
i dunno how to comunicate wif my frens...
my socialibity is damn suckzz...
coclusion is my life is totally a boring life...

after i meet thm...
i really change a lot bcoz of thm...
tey treat me really nice...
i nvr regret whn i met thm...
juz y it has to turn out like tis...
everythg start to change...

i treat thm wif all of my heart...
i try to help thm if tey nid help...
i oways actin like a joker juz to make thm laugh and b happy...
but it seems like...

its like useless to do tis kind of thgs...
coz...
u'll nvr knw wat will happen if u started to knw da truth...
i now feelin damn regret to knw abt da truth...
coz it is too hurtful...
it almost take me for 2hours to stop me from cryin...
coz everytime i think abt tis...
my heart will feel damn pain...

i really dunno wat i shud do...
i really feelin damn sad...
all i can do is only cry out my sadness...
and shout it all out in my blog...

after tis...
i really hope tat everythg can b same as usual...
but it seems like its a very very faraway dream...

visit to ppl's hse....*happy chinese new year*

today...
me,va,lay,yy,chung,ngan,foo,sri seng,lee,adrian tok,wei siong all rush to ppl's hse to gt abg paos~~
=p *tis is da main purpose rght?*
XD

1st v go to lay's hse...
guess wat...
i tot i'm da latest one...
but summore still gt ppl is even later thn me...XD
i dunno who go to lay's hse 1st...
but after me is adrian,wei siong + ngan...
va is da latest one...
XD

v goin by 2 cars~~
1 is wei siong's 1...another is adrian's 1...


thn v went to yy's hse~~

after yy's hse...
v went to kai xiang's hse~~
but he dun wan to follow us...
TT
after tat...
v go to lee's hse~
*adrian tey all damn sesat knw...v stop da car d...tey still goin straight...(coz ngan said she knw and she said juz go straight...)conclusion is tey sesat d...*

after lee's hse...
v go to cy's hse~~
v had our luch thr~~
*he oso didn't follow us...coz he nid to go out ltr~*

thn...v continue go to vicky's hse...
his dog damn cute knw...
XD

actually v plannin to go to low's hse...
but he dun wan...
thn v go to ngan's hse~~
drank shandy thr~~
foo and lee's face bcum very red coz tey drank da carlsberg(beer)
but tey look cute in it~~
especially foo~
LOL

thn go to my hse~~
gambling at my hse for a while + play piano
thn v go to wei siong's hse~
v gambling over thr...
*i helpin ppl gambling and i'm nt playin~*XD
i helped adrian won 1 more ringgit and lee's is remain da same~~
*my luck nt bad~*=]
thn v go to va's hse~drank chinese tea over thr~

thn v go bac to lay's hse...
sri seng,foo,lee go to sri seng's hse to play dota~~
v all go to loy shine's hse ...
thn...
v straight go to tuition~~
*siva's acc*

thn tis is da end of my visitin to ppl's hse~~
damn exhausting but...
gt sumthg nice oso happen~~
i feelin damn happy now la~~
=p
tis really cnnt tell anyone~~
but another is i really gt many ang paos today!!
yes!!!
yippeee!!

btw,i oso nid to wish all of u HAPPY CHINESE MOO YEAR!!
may all ur wishes come true!!
XoXo~~

princess diaaries...=]

nowadays,i suddenly go to find out all da movies tat i hav watched it b4...
and i found tis movie~
'princess diaries'...=]
well...
it gt two...
1st is juz call princess diaries...
another is called 'princess diaries-royal engagement'...


i like da 1st one more coz...
da story seems to b more interesting and da characters thr damn hot!!XD
especially...robert schwartzman
=p

da ending of da story is oso damn sweet!!>.<
romantic!!

*but its nt nice for those who is very logic and never day dreaming..*XD
btw...
i think if u haven watch it...
u can go to youtube to watch it~~
=p

Chinese new year is approaching...

dunno y...i think this year's chinese new year will b very very very boring...
=.=

dun ask me y...
coz i juz oni think like tat~=p
this year really happen lots of thg...
ngek ngek ngek~~


srry,but i nid to keep it as a secret~
and nowadays i feel very sweet around me~
*coz many couples r surrounding me?*
no,its abt mine~~
this oso cannt tell anyone~
=x

seriously yesterday is da most sweetest day of my life~=)

to prevent addin more of ur curiosity abt my thg...
i think i shud change to another topic~~

hmmm...
one of my best frenz is havin her birthday on Monday,which is da 1st day of da
Chinese new year~
here,i wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
muakzzz~~
luv ya!!

oopzzz,i forgt to type her name d...
her name is yen yin~~^^
she is a pretty gurl~~
if gt chance i will upload her photo here~
ngek ngek ngek~~

lastly,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ya!!

skul reopen~

yupzz~as u know d...
skul reopened...
tis is da 1st week i havin my form 4 life...
well,its kinda boring for Monday & Tuesday...*coz v all sittin in da hall*

thn on Tuesday...v entered our class~~
well,i'm in da second class,4@9...
Va n chung r in da same class wif me...
sum more gt hasvin,foo,low...*i think i missing some1 here,and who is him/her?*
well,srry abt tat if i missing you here...XD
LOL...

kinda havin fun in skul...
and now i'm like feeling DAMN exhausted now...
coz too many tuitions and home works...
its all messing up my mind...

btw,i think i'll get use to da new subjects soon...* hope so la*
XD
gonna wish every1 have fun in skul~~
try to enjoy ur skul life...*but oso nid to study~*

chinese new year is comin soon,so...
i wish every1 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
and gud luck!!