moody day..

well...
nowadays...really feelin very moody...
and dun feel like talking...

well...
i dun knw why...
mayb i'm thinkin too much stupid thgs....
*girls like to think a lot...unlike boys...*

and nowadays i think i've lost sumthg important...
wat is da thg?
da true me is disappearing...

i dun know y...it juz suddenly i'm changing to someone tat i can't even recognize it...
i dun like tis...
i try to turn everythg back to whr it is...
but it juz turn out like tis...

everythg seems so unreal to me...
and nw...i really dun care abt other thgs...
wat da hell is happening to me...
sumtimes...really feel like i wan to cry...
but da tears juz wont come out...

sumtimes....i really think tat tis is happening mayb is bcoz the pressure tat my family is giving me...
*i knw tat all they did is for my own gud...*
juz sumtimes kinda feel very heavy...

many thgs really come up my mind...
and i try to tell my frens...
but...
i dun knw la...
tey seems to have sumthg tey nid to solve...
and i dun really wan to disturb thm...

i think mayb after sumdays...
whn i wont think tat much...
thgs willl b solved...
so...
wat i nid to do is wait....
wait for da time...