its have been so long time d tat i haven been emo...

y??

b4 i met thm...
i was juz a very boring girl...
i dunno how to comunicate wif my frens...
my socialibity is damn suckzz...
coclusion is my life is totally a boring life...

after i meet thm...
i really change a lot bcoz of thm...
tey treat me really nice...
i nvr regret whn i met thm...
juz y it has to turn out like tis...
everythg start to change...

i treat thm wif all of my heart...
i try to help thm if tey nid help...
i oways actin like a joker juz to make thm laugh and b happy...
but it seems like...

its like useless to do tis kind of thgs...
coz...
u'll nvr knw wat will happen if u started to knw da truth...
i now feelin damn regret to knw abt da truth...
coz it is too hurtful...
it almost take me for 2hours to stop me from cryin...
coz everytime i think abt tis...
my heart will feel damn pain...

i really dunno wat i shud do...
i really feelin damn sad...
all i can do is only cry out my sadness...
and shout it all out in my blog...

after tis...
i really hope tat everythg can b same as usual...
but it seems like its a very very faraway dream...