PMR result~

today morning...
i wake up at abt 10...

thn i go to raja jumaat...
to take my ic from my mum...
*well,juz in case i nid it*

thn v reach skul at abt 11am...
well...
i was DAMN nervous and keep thinkin wat shud i do if i dun gt gud result...
and i was nearly cry out...
but i wont cry la...

thn when i reach thr...
i juz join my gang...
and...

WHOA...
ngan cut her hair d...
Zzz...

thn v standin outside da hall..
keep on chit-chattin...
*while waitin*

when da principal sayin out those who gt straight A's...
lay was damn nervous and keep on sayin she cnnt gt A d...
but actually principal was sayin those who take 8A's..
thn later on she heard her name~
ahaha~~
well,ngan oso gt straight A's~

me gt 6A2B...
my BM and geo gt B...
well...
i dun care tat much la~~
at least tis result is satisfied me~
XD

BIG DAY IS APPROACHING!!!

AHHHH!!!
i feel like wan to scream out loud now!!
know y?
coz...
TOMORROW IS DA BIG DAY!!!
*da release day of PMR!!*
OMG....


well...
i'm now feelin...


SCARE!!!
NERVOUS!!!
WORRY!!!
EXCITED!!!

AHHHH!!!!!!
OMG...
tis is drivin me crazy!!

really feel like i wan to scream out loud!!
but cnnt la...
ppl will think i'm crazy or over react...
T.T

wuu...
now really damn freaking scare...
can dun wan gt da result?
XD...

CountDown...

every1 shud know d...
PMR result is goin t release at 24th of dec...
*every1 was thinkin it is over christmas oni release,rght?*

well...
i thought is 28th...
so...
when i know it was 24th...
i'm like DAMN DAMN shocking...
and i dun think i've prepared to take my result...
go check for da release date...
all a mess...
dunno which one is da rght one...
and which one shud i believe...

OMG...
now kinda think abt it...
i'm feelin NERVOUS!!

ahhh!!!
wat shud i do now...
TT

y tey put b4 christmas...
tey shud put after christmas...
tey even put it on christmas eve...
wat da hell r tey thinkin btw...

u know y?
coz...
if tey put b4 christmas...
if ppl get bad result...
tey loss their mood to celebrate christmas...
*TOUCH WOOD!!!*

i cant even bear to imagine abt it...
AHHH!!!
sum1 help me la...
its really DAMN scary...
TT

i wanna cry d la...
wuuu.....
dun wan gt da result tat fast la...
TT

TWILIGHT!!!

ahahahaha!!!
finally!!!
i have watched this movie!!!
muahahahahhahahahha!!!

OMG!!!
this movie is Damn NICE!!!
i LUV this movie a!!!!
now kinda think of it....
i feel like i want to buy the book ler...
XD

but still gt others chapter....
haizzzz....


waste money oni la....
gonna save my money...
XD
muakakakaka...

this is a movie abt vampires~~
*i luv vampires~~ tats y i watched this movie!!lolz*
(i oso like blood red~)
XD

this is a story abt a girl name bella...
she met wif a vampire whose name is Edward Cullen...
*OMG!he is so damn HANDSOME!!!*
and of coz she fall in luv wif him...

thn the others u can guess...
bella thn gt caught by the other vampire...
(Edward's family dun suck human blood,they actually suck animal's blood to survive~)
thn...
Edward go to rescue Bella~

its better tat u go watch urself ~~
if u haven watch it...
u will miss it DAMN DAMN Much!!!
so every1 promise me and muz go watch this movie yea~~
*winkzzz*



repeat again...
EDWARD is SO SO SO SO VERY VERY VERY DAMN DAMN DAMN HANDSOME!!!
XD

seriously...
when v finished the movie n went home...
v saw the moon is smilin ler~~
XD

now kinda think of it...
i rmb da other books~
da 1st 1 is twilight
2nd is new moon
3rd is eclipse...

gt da other one...
but kinda forgt its name~
AHAHA~~

Family Day ---Singapore

1st day...

we went out at abt 1pm...
XD
thn we sitting in the car for so many hours...=.=
damn boring inside the car...


FINALLY!!
we reached johor bahru~~
ahahaha~
we thn went to a hotel~~
*put our thgs 1st~

thn v go eat...
we went to tebrau city's jusco~~
ahahaha~~

v ate japan food~~
not sushi king!!*if i'm nt wrong is...kinsahi?? XD
gt sashimi!!
DAMN nice!!
ahaha~~


ate until rm300 more...-_-'''
ahahah!!

thn went back to hotel and sleep!!



2nd day...

wake up at 6.19 am...
i siao izit??
i sleep at 1 or 2am...
XD

thn go have our breakfast~~

after tat~~
v go to the custom+ bus stop lo~~
ahaaha~~
DAMN exciting!!

reach thr thn go hav drinkzzz~~
XD
thn we take bus to MRT~ *in ma'sia is LRT*
thn take the MRT 2 Bugis lo~~
v go thr shoppin!!
damn dizzy after getting off the MRT...=.=

buy so many thgzzz~~
*i wont tell u all de*
XD

thn after v ate our lunch at 4pm...
v take bus to custom+bus stop
and go back back to johor~
XD

thn reach hotel~
take rest and v went out eat~~

after eatin~
go back hotel n sleep again!!
=.=
*bcom pig d la...




3rd day...
v go to jusco and shop~~
thn v head to my aunt's house which is at muar!
ahaha~~
v eat thr...
thn we juz head rght home!!

ahahaha~~

thn our family day trip juz end ot like this!!
muahahahaah!!!
=.=


~+Rainy+~

I like to move it! move it! *Madagascar*

yupzz yupzzz!!
Madagascar escape 2 africa juz realease~~

hmmm...
i today go watch this movie...
seriously...
this movie...
is DAMN freaking FUNNY!!

u can laugh from the beginning to the end of the movie!!
XD

true la...
every1 in the cinema...
juz keep laughing non-stop...
-_-'''
very weird...
XD


ahaha~
btw~
juz wan to introduce u all to go watch this Funny Movie~~
niehehe*

now..
every1 sing this song wif me~~


erhem...

i like to move it! move it!!
he likes to move it! move it!
she likes to move it! move it!
we like to....

MOVE IT!!!!!
XD...
=.=
crazy d la me...
XD

haizzz..holiday comin soon...

holiday is coming...
but still not feelin happy...
y??

my PMR result haven get lo...
TT
really gt stress ler...
scare can't get gud result...
scare cannot get into the science class...
etc...


UPSR's result oso give out d...
now ler...
waitin for my PMR result lo...
TT
haizzz...

DAMN scare ler!!
TT

High School Musical 3

erm...
i watched this movie after 2 days it released...

while...
this movie is the best among the 1 and 2...
XD

i like the songs inside...
such as...
right here right now,can i have this dance,i want it all and more more...
XD

well...
juz wan to intorduce u all abt this fantastic movie...
this is the last one for high school musical...
mayb thr will b no more for HSM...

the end is kinda sad...
coz they're talkin abt the end of high school musical...
and goin to say bye bye for it~~
XD

go watch la~~
coz this is really a very DAMN nice movie!!!
XD

OKU & Mid valley TRIP!!!!

ahaha~~
yesterday went to a trip...
go to beautiful gate~~
dun wan describe la...
the children over thr DAMN KAWAII!!!!
XD


then after visited the OKU~~
OF COZ!!!
the MOST important is...
SHOPPIN!!!!
XD

really buy too much thgs liao la...
RM190 left 70 oni...
i even need to use the money tat i save ler...
TT

i buy a coat,anime,books~~
i wan to buy for wei siong's present de...(he gave me present...)
i dun know wat to buy for him la....
so i tak ada buy~~
XD


ahaha~~~
walk until sesat....
-_-;;;;
we go to buy water lo...
tsk...
walk up then walk down...
=.=

really this shoppin really make me DAMN FLICKING exhausted!!!!
went back go bathed...
THEN juz went to bed...
ONI 7PM ler!!!

waste my night time~~
haizzz...
TT

anyway spend time with my friends~~
this trip although exhausted~~
but quite happy~~
^^

tohoshinki's newest album!!mirotic~~^^

this new album really nice to hear la~~
i mean the music inside~~
they now walking a more mature line~~
not the childish...

really...
if u ask me which one suits them??
BOTH!!
mature and childish~~

they still very handsome wat~~
niehehe!!

but y they cut their hair ler??
change new look??
yupzzz~~
haizzz~~

but this look oso ok lo~~
not ugly~~
everythg oso suit them la~~

niehehe~~

here is the MV of their new song~~
mirotic~~
ENJOY!!!^^

PMR BYE BYE!!!SAYONARA!!!

PMR SAYONARA!!!BYE BYE!!

ahahahah!!!
nieheheheh!!!
ohohohoho!!!!

FINALLY FINALLY!!!
PMR is now over!!

so happy!!!
like jump over the moon oso cannot describe my feelings rght now!!
OMG!!
i know how to use IDIOMS!!!

ahaha!!!!!
juz ignore it la...
i read too much book now gila d~~
=p


so wat am i goin to do ler...
let me plan 1st...
....
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...
...
...
...
...
...
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WATCH ANIME!!!
long time didn't touch it d la...
T.T

PIANO!!!
i STOP NEAR LY 2 MONTHS!!!

I wan go Watch movie ler!!

go trip!!

too many thgs i need to do la!!!
haizzz

y i need to b tat free ler...
dun jealous a~~
ahaha~~

tat's all wat i wan to type...
k la~~
wish the others who're goin to take exam de...
Gud luck yea~~^^

恋空 koizora -sky of love-

when i finish watched tis movie...
i found tat my face is all wet...
bcoz of tears...
this movie is kinda sad...
i dun wan say in detail...
but is really a nice movie~~
i love it very much...
i oso love the songs inside...
but can't find it...
+dun know how 2 dl ler...
T.T

here is some romantic words...

当我死了...
我希望我能成为天空...
然后我可以看到你无处不在，随时随地...
当我看到有人欺负你...
我可以保护你...

当天空是蓝色的..
这意味着你很高兴...
当它已经开始下雨了...
这意味着你哭...
当夜晚这意味着...
你是我热烈拥抱...

我不会让你死...
我永远不会让你死...
所以...
不要害怕...
我一定不会让你死..

my hair...TT

yesterday went to cut hair...
the aunty said cut a little bit a....

yea...
she did cut little bit...
little bit is...
TOO MUCH D LA!!!!
T.T

my hair now SO DAMN SHORT!!!
OMG!!!

little bit is like tat de mer...
if everyone said their result little bit oni...
they got 100% mer!!!

ahhh!!!
my long hair!!!
2 years oni got tat long...
now she oni used 10 minutes...
and my hair now VERY SHORT!!!

look like Lay de liao la!!!
grrrr...

5555...
give me back my beautiful hair la!!!
T.T

yupzzz...ntg muccchhh!!!

going to stop on9 for a while~~
coz PMR now oni still have about 1 month...
zZZ...


so...
ppl probably shouldn't saw me on9 or email la...
XD

really ntg happen here lo (recently la!!)
sumtimes get shock from some news!!

of coz cannot tell anyone de la!!

so i won't tell wat is happening here!!=p
if really wan know...
go find out urself!!!

but 4sure no one will tell de lor!!!
since this is a SECRET!!!
not mine de!!!

*niehehe*

kinda like this song~~
7 things by miley cyrus~~
nice~~

and another song...
erm...
one step back at a time by jordin sparks~~
go listen la~~
^^

anyway...
wishing those who r having PMR de gud luck lo~~
GAMBATTE!!!

and those who r having exam de lo~~~
GAMBARO!!!

Trial-Percubaan PMR

juz finish 'percubaan'...
kinda relief...
but still have the big one waiting for me...

haizzz....
now start to read lo~~
hehe...

suddenly...
feel like...

nowadays o...
i feel weird...
about me la...

dun know how la...
juz feel like everyone hates me...
my friends...
my family...
EVERYONE!!!

feel like i never exist or somethg....
haizzz...

feel kinda emo ...

wat ever la!!!
now...
all i can do is...

study study study study....
sienzz...

although feel kinda sienzz...
but still need to study to get good results...
ceh...

my 15 birthday...

today is my 15 years old birthday!!!
but many ppl d forgot....
really very sad...TT

but still need to thanks those who still remember la~~

erm...
my birthday is quite boring ler~~
i stayed at home!!

haizzz~~
i really dun know how to write my feelings ne...
abt my 15 birthday...

kinda feel disappoint...
bcoz those pigs all forgot jor!!!
but i still remember theirs!!!
not fair de!!!

grrrr!!!!!
if u let me c u a!!!
u sure will KILL BY ME,RAINY SAKURA!!!!

grrrr!!!!!

better dun let me meet u a!!!!!
orelse!!!
b CAREFUL LA!!!
ahahaha!!!!

counting....HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!^^

喂喂喂!!!
你们看了这个后一定要准备礼物了哦!!
理由呢??
你们下个星期日就会知道了~~
哈哈~~

倒数!!

昨天~~
雨樱跟家人去看电影…
不过…
雨樱做了一件很笨的事…
被妈妈骂了…

唉…
雨樱看的电影是made of honour~~
还满不错看的~~^^

不想说那么多的话…
要知道内容的话~
自己go watch!!!
ahaha~~

After watch the movie~~
Go eat ~~
Waaa!!!
Know whr we go eat or not??
Ehehe~~
Fish market~~
Norr~~
The expensive de a!!!!

Anyway~~
Today is father’s day~
So I come here to wish my daddy~
HAPPY FATHER’S DAY!!!

Always b happy yea~~
k la~~
Write until here la~~
88~^^

genting~~

juz come back from genting~
ahaha~~
kinda exhausted~
but quite fun la~~
this time go wif my family~(not trip)
really having fun at the outdoor theme park~
played 360 roller coaster,roller coaster,mini roller coaster,splash,pirate ship& more la~
got c hip hop dance~~really nice o they dance~~
one of them got on tv de ler~~
if u got watch the '舞极限',
then agak agak can know d lor~~
i saw one of the judges danced at genting wif his group~
his name is Fellest gua...(srry kinda 4got his name..)

when v go back,went to mid valley~~
buy lots of shirts~~
when reached home,
waaa!!
exhausted~~
go bath then juz go to bed & sleep~~
ahaha~~
=p

beautiful you-TVXQ

他们，东方神起。。。
bcome more mature d~~
haizz....
kinda mizz their childish...T.T
anyway~
they still handsome when they're mature~
this is their new song~
Beautiful you~quite nice~
go listen la~~

The Chronicles of Narnia~Prince Caspian~

今天~去芙蓉看电影~The Chronicles of Narnia~Prince Caspian
这是第二本书~
第一本是white witch,lion,and the wardrobe~
很好看哦~~

第二本也很好看啦~^^
虽然AZLAN(狮子)只出现一下子而已~~
PETER 变帅了~~
爱死爱死~~

SUSAN 呢~~
喜欢上PRINCE CASPIAN 了~~(最后,还跟他接吻!!)@.@
不过,她跟PETER不可以回去了~~
因为他们应该学的都学完了~~
伤心啊!!

EDMUND 跟LUCY 也变得好帅好美!!
其实已经大概大概知道了这个故事~~
因为~~
我上次在图书馆借了NARNIA整个系列的书~~

哈哈~~
期待另一个作品!!
啊哈哈!!

买了满多东西的...
皮包大流血...TT

买了...
交响情人梦里的钢琴精选~~
哈哈~~
还有一个动漫...
真实之泪~~
哈哈~~

昨天....

昨天,去了我一个朋友的家...
嘿嘿...
一个美女的家~~
LAY KEI EEN!!

跟伟雄,NGAN,娃娃 一起去的~~
在那里上网,完钢琴,小提琴,唱卡拉OK(-_-'''),跳舞(=.=''')
玩到疯了!!
哈哈~~

妈妈打电话来...
因为玩到满迟的...
LAY的妈妈帮我跟妈妈讲...
感激!!

然后又待多一下子...
就回了~~
谢谢你们邀请我去~~
过得满开心的~~

谢谢!!
ARIGATOU GOSAIMASU!!
GAMSAM HAMIDA!!^^
THX YOU!!
TERIMA KASIH!!

....

不用我说都已经知道了吧...
我们输了...
拿到第二名...

这样迟才来说...
嘿嘿...
因为有考试嘛~~
=P

那时侯还哭了...
一句话...
我现在觉得很丢脸...

早知道就不要哭了...
唉....

今天的考试...
100% 完蛋了...
唉...
最近很惨....

那些不希望的事一直发生...
唉....
救命啊!!!
TT
快疯了...

不过我的钢琴考试成绩出了~~
拿到DISTINCTION!!!
94分~~~
(上次弄错以为是92...)
开心~~~
哈哈~~~

比赛啊~~

明天就是歌咏比赛了~~
紧张ING!!!

今天练到脚酸(站太久)...
喉咙有一点痛痛...(不过没生病啦)
声音还很正常...只是,讲话时有一点鼻音...
哈哈...

希望明天,这些状况都会不见~~
把自己最好的表现出来~~
加油~~

STPD 加油!!
GAMBATTE!!!
AZA AZA!!!

雨之樱的FIGHTING SPIRIT~~
GAMBATTE!!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!

准备上战场了!!
加油~~>.<

歌剧魅影~

迟了一天才来打~~
昨天呢~
我们歌咏队去 seri suria,cheras,port dickson~~
看歌剧魅影~~真人秀哦~~

看到三个帅哥~~
一个他们不认同啦~~那就是raoul...name calvin tan...
另一个是演monsiuer armand~~
另一个是narrator~~

christine dae 唱歌很好听~~
当然...
la carlotta 也唱得很好哦~~

跟了两个帅哥拍照~~
开心~~~开心~~
哈哈~~

当然少不了~~
还有靓女~~
嘿嘿~~
不要羡慕我哦~~

第一次~~
坐了一个很high 的巴士~~
很多女孩子在巴士上跳舞呢~~
还把头发放下来~~@.@

然后,当然少不了逛街~~
用了满多钱呢...T.T
大家都应该知道我买了什么吧~~
动漫呗~~

全部人都在巴士玩得很开心~~
在巴士讲自己的爱情故事啊~~
鬼故事啊~~
笑话啊~~
谜语啊~~
很多啦~~

雨樱玩得很开心呢~~^^

希望可以再来一个这样的TRIP~~

开心?真的存在吗?

最近...
很会乱乱想东西...
不知为什么...
就是会一直乱乱想...
想要努力的控制它...

却做不到...
不停地...
一直觉得...
很伤心...
哭过...
还是觉得很伤心...

开心是不是...
已经离我远去了呢...
为什么...
我似乎...
永远都不能拥有开心...

真的很怀疑...
开心真的会存在吗?

最近....情绪会突然失控....

不知怎么了...
会突然想到一些很恐怖的事....
根本就是恶梦...

大家一定不知道吧...
我外面看似快乐...
心里...
却想着一些...
很恐怖很恐怖的事...

上次...
歌咏练习时...
情绪突然失控...
当场哭出来...


我朋友还以为...
我是因为压力呢...
我呢...
不是因为压力...
而是...

为了一些心里的一些问题...
哭的时候...
我想要找...
翠娴，婷格，微婷...
她们说的...
可是...
当我去找她们时...
她们已经都回去了...

我那时没人发泄...
心里觉得很郁闷...
很痛苦...

真的...
不知道...
我有一天会不会...
变得静静的...

不会...
再跟人说话了...
不会...
再理人了...

考完试了~~开心~~

开心~~HAPPY~~
哇卡卡~~
总算考完试了~~
开心~~
(等下派考试成绩时,看我还可不可以开心...)
XD

ahaha~~
i c i better use eng to type la~~
lazy to use chinese and need to one by one go check~~
haizzz~~

ahaha~~~~

after test i wan to do wat ler??
let u guess la~~
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HARH!!
u dun wan guess a?
y ler?
TT

anyway,i am going to draw anime,watch anime,play piano lo~~
of coz on9 lo~~
muakaka~~~
dun jelous me a~~
muakaka~~
ahaha~~
ehehe~~~
ohoho~~

er...
laugh too much...
kinda hurt my voice d...
XD

i rest for a while la~~
next time oni type la~~
XD

考试....TT

啊!!!!!
救命啊!!!

明天考的东西很恐怖啊!!!
geo,sej,sc,kh
全部都是要背的...
呜呜呜...

伤心....
不过还是要祝我自己好运了...
当然还有我的朋友们~~
大家要加油哦~~

gambatte~~
aza aza!!!
>.<

请注意!!!

等等...
在你看这个之前...
请注意你脚下有没有东西...
后面有没有人先...



好了吗??
那请你往下看...
要慢慢地哦...




















APRIL FOOL!!!!
XD

哈哈~~
假如你真的跟我所说的做...
那你真的很笨了...
啊哈哈~~

这个愚人节呢...
我一共骗了30多个人了吧...
重之就是很多啦~~
不过给人骗了3次而已~~
啊哈哈~~~

不过...
我就是没骗到一个人...
那就是...
Ｌａｙ Ｋｅｉ Ｅｅｎ．．．

不用紧张啦...
明年一定可以骗到的~~
啊哈哈~~

翠娴啊~~
被我骗了两次~~
啊哈哈~~~

不过..
愚人节算是我最开心的一天了...
因为...
我骗了很多人嘛~~
(没办法,我天生就是爱整人~~)
*嘿嘿嘿...(DEVIL SMILE)

第一次觉得....

觉得什么呢??
喝茶是一件很无聊又们的事了...
当然是要跟一大群的朋友去才好玩嘛...

不过...
我觉得我的话很像越变越少了...
为什么呢?
说实话...

雨樱我也不知道...
不过已经习惯了...

真的觉得很没有存在感耶...
喝茶时...
你们知道我在做什么吗??
我一直在发呆,到处望望,在桌子上写字...
什么字呢??
....
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真的很没有存在感....

就是这样...
虽然...
偶尔,会有人跟我说话...
可是感觉上很像是怕我闷吧...
所以...

当我看到我的朋友一个人时...
我会跟他们说话,开玩笑...

可是...
我呢...
我那时又在想什么呢?

最近...
一直在班上发呆...
没有以前那么开朗了...
变得很孤僻...
整个人...
变得有点...
比较静了...

不知道...
我的朋友...
有没有发现...

真的很...
伤心...

致给我的哥哥--某某某

嘿嘿...
对不起哦...
我这个妹妹没办法在你伤心的时候,好好地安慰你呢...
不过,哥哥一定要振作起来哦~~
嘿嘿~~
加油啦~~

Aza Aza~~(korean)
gambatte!!(japanese)

真的很爱钢琴~~

最近呢~~
雨樱,我正在学一首不是属于我的水准的歌~~
不过,那首歌真的很好听耶~~
很喜欢那首歌~~
噢!!说了那么多你们都还不知道那首歌的歌名...
那首歌叫sadness and sorrow(naruto)
嘿嘿...
快去听哦~~
希望你们会喜欢...^^

现在是我的季节－雨季

最近呢，一直在下雨...
真的很开心...
但是却有一点悲伤...
虽然原因不明...不过我还是这样觉得...

没关系了...
最重要的是...
这是我最喜欢的季节了~

最近真的发生了很多事呢...
有开心的...有伤心的...

开心的哦...
当然是因为下雨咯!呵呵...

伤心的啊...
...
我不想说...
真的不想说...

天使换人咯...
不过...
我还不清楚...
所以...
就这样不了了之...
最近也很忙,没时间去理感情问题...
看到别人的苦恋都怕了...
没时间去理它...
就让它这样吧...

况且受过伤了...
不想再接触这种东西...

不过~~
我还是喜欢雨哦~~
一辈子都喜欢雨~~
无论发生什么事,都还会一直喜欢雨~~

Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations's song~~synchronicity

温かさは、どこに行くの？
明日来るときは、それが完全に消える？
リンクをクリックすれば、私たちの心を打つのは、
私たちに達することができるが、同じ深さですか？
私は常に、お客様側で、常に...
どんなに遠くにして心臓に出て..
暗闇の中で、我々として漂流を合わせ、
我々に集まった私たちの罪のない鳥の翼のように、
タイムズの寂しさは、お客様の笑顔の陰に隠れることは、
お客様の刃としていないの氷を溶かすのは、私の心を暴露する場合は、
私として受け入れること...

现在开始倒数~~

哈哈...
我呢现在...
在倒数着tsubasa chronicles OVA(tokyo revelations)
嘿嘿...
这套动漫目前只出了两集哦...
另一集呢将在三月十七号出哦...
这套动漫真的很好看...
请大家多多支持了~~
嘿嘿...

感觉没有存在感....

往往只要看一下我的生活...
就觉得...
我活着是为了什么??
有意义吗?

因为我呢...
永远都只在角落...
默默地...
看着别人开心地玩...
而自己呢...
则在旁边羡慕...

就拿我们学校的Rentas Desa 来说...
我是自己一个人跑完全程...
虽然,本来是与我朋友跑的...
一个人跑的感觉...
我已经尝试过两次了...
我真的很不喜欢...

连我最要好的朋友都利用我来接近他们...
现在又跟他们闹翻...
说了对不起...
又被说...
"我讨厌你"...

既然没办法做好朋友的话...
我甘愿一辈子都与他们当陌生人...
或许这是对我与他们最好的方法了...

觉得我自私吗?
或许吧...
因为不想再被伤害了...
想把自己封锁在自己心里的一道门...
不想再开启我心里的那个门...
就让它这样被封锁吧...

考完了试~~

拜托...有没有那么容易啊?
亏我还紧张地睡不下...真是的...
不过,这也是好事啦~~
哇卡卡~~~

最讨厌的就是那个什么意大利文了...
有没有搞错啊!背了那么多...竟然只给我出两个问题...
当场气到...

唉...
希望我的PMR 也像这个一样容易了...

不管怎样,我一定要加油!!

雨之樱的fighting spirit!!
加油~~干吧爹!!!
我可以的!!!
XD

明天有钢琴考试...好怕...

明天是钢琴考试...
好怕哦...
因为是第一次的关系...
超怕的说...
不过...
还是希望能考到啦...
祝我成功吧~~
加油~~~

考试终于完了...

说实话...今天的心情真的很不好...
因为...
我一直想着那件事...
想想一下,又想要哭了...
不过,多亏翠娴说读书读书...
我才赶紧恢复精神,继续读书...
看到今天的我...
觉得我好假哦...
我必须在别人的面前...
扮演另一个开心的角色...

说实话,我现在真的很怕星期四...
因为某些原因...

唉...
星期六是最烂的日子了...
受了伤,还被说...
还有两件事...
最令我伤心的...
在这里,我就不说了...
毕竟...
这些回忆真的令我很痛苦...

不过,我相信这一切都会被我忘掉的...
我一定要振作起来!!!
这样翠娴才不会担心我了~~
嘿嘿...

谢谢,翠娴

谢谢你哦,翠娴...
你的安慰真的让我好多了哦...
真的很谢谢你哦...
你真的是一个超棒的朋友呢...
跟我就差多了...

不过,我还真的很开心有你这个朋友哦...
在此祝福你...
永远开开心心哦...
加油~~

对不起...

各位...
我雨樱把之前的博格删掉了...
因为我想要重新开始...
最近,雨樱的心情真的很不好...
昨天还为了朋友而哭呢...
真的很笨,对不对?
不过...
真的觉得雨樱很坏耶...
雨樱超喜欢逃避现实呢...
可是...
经过这次呢...
我想雨樱...
应该大概都不会再交往了吧...
因为...
这次的事真的闹到好大...
大到连雨樱都必须把朋友从MSN删掉...
还有FRIENDSTER...
雨樱真的很对不起大家...

在此,再向大家说一句...
对不起!!