ahaha~i'm so goin to play it!! but hw?...

i wan to play a game!!
XDO season 2!!

i wan play!!!
but hw am i goin to install it...*sob sob*


no way playin it wif my laptop,rght?
XD
sure later nid to go repair...
pc??
dun knw...scare gt virus oni...

yerrr...y everythg oso cnnt 1...
dun care..
i'm so goin to find a solution to solve tis problem!!!


thn i can enjoy da game~muahahah~~~
thinkin oso make me feels excited!!!
ahahahahahah~~~

gettin better and better....=]

well...
nw kinda think abt it...
i think my last post is very over...
*one of my fren oso say like tis...but tat time i DAMN emo wat...*
XD

so i nid to apologize abt it...
SORRY!!!

i nw very ok abt da break up thg~~
although v broke up...
my life still nid to go on,rght?
i still nid to move on,rght?

so,i'm goin to let it go~~
and make my life more happy and more easier~~
take thgs easily~~^^


firstly...
i really wan to thanks my frens...
who really giv me support during da tough time...
chung,eeva,lay,ngan,prika,yy~~
u all really giv me a lot of support whn i'm sad...
i really luv u guys DAMN DAMN muchhh!!!
muakzz~~

hui ling oso sent me a very caring comment on friendster...
thx~~
gt a form 6 1 oso...but i dunno his name...XD

thn,i nid to say thx to jin jack oso...
he console me a lot on msn...XD
tat time i really cry till wanna die...
XD

thn adrian,wei siong...really thx for ya all tat care abt me~~
but nw i'm ok d~~
so dun worry abt me,k?

well...
tis one is for him...
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hmmm,really srry for thinkin u like tat...
da last post is really over...
so,i apologize abt it...
yea,u gt tat rght...
i knw v really r nt suitable to b together since v haven couple...
but i really stupid to think tat it'll b fine...
coz i keep thinkin mayb da time can change it...
but it seems...
it is a very big failure...
so...
i'm really srry to make u feel uneasy...uncomfortable...unhappy...
i'm really srry to make u bcum my bf...
i'm really srry to make ur memories sucks...

i apologize all da thgs tat i did...tat made u hurt...
and u dun nid to worry abt my feelings...
i nw very ok and fine wif it..
if u still wan to talk wif me...
i'm ok wif it...

and really thx for all da memories tat u gave me ...
i'm really happy to b together wif u....
and da most important is srry for causing u so much trouble...

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haha~~
well...
da most important is my family!!!
i luv thm damn much~~
tey really stay by my side whn i was very very sad...
tats y i luv thm da most!!!
THX!!!!

finally~~
wan to say it again!!!
THX FOR ALL WHO CARE ABT ME!!!!
THX FOR ALL DA ADVICES!!!
^^

rainy day...da most painful day ever...

as xpected...
he broke up wif me d...
i dunno how to say abt tis ...
but...

i feelin damn hurt nw...
my heart really feelin DAMN pain...
although my frens keep tellin me tat he's nt playin...

but...
i still thinkin tat he's playin me...
i knw tat v r nt suitable for each other since v hangout...
but still...
i oways hope tat tis will change after v go out...

but...it is a failure...
after tis...
i really wont keep hoping tat everythg will change...
after tis happen to me...

i dun think i'll trust guys anymore...
i dun think i'll trust in love anymore...
i dun think i'll trust in everythg...

i knw its kinda over but...
i nid sum time to recover...
but i wont try to go couple wif anyone...

tis time...tis thg is really makin me feel fade up of it...

3 weeks relationship...
wat a loong loong time...

well...although i nw very sad but...
it cnnt change da fact tat v hav broke up...

i really wan to stop cryin...
but da tears keep rolling down...
hw am i goin to 4giv him ?
hw am i goin to talk wif him normally?
hw am i goin to forgt abt him?
hw am i goin to start my new life?

y?
y u play me?
playin ppl's feeling is very nice izit?
although every1 sayin u r nt playin me..
i still havin da same feelin tat u R!!

nw...
i really started to regret...
y i couple wif u...
if i didn't do thgs like tat...
it wont turn out to b like tis...

y i nid to fall in luv wif u?
y i nid to like u?
y i nid to chat wif u?
y i nid to webcam wif u?

u tot i'm stupid izit?
i knw tat u wan to break up d!!
i knw!!
i dunno la...
sumtimes...
u really makin me feel tat u r nt serious in havin a relationship...

u makin me feel damn disappoint...
u makin me feel to anti all da guys,love,everythg...

i look happy izit?
NO!!
I'M NT!!
everytime i talk wif u...
makes my heart pain!!
seeing u to b like tis...
even more pain...

although i hate u nw...
but still..
i nid to thx u for all da thgs tat u've done to me...

i dun nid ur explanation for all of tis...
i juz nid sum time...

and finally...
i wish u to go find ur true girl...
and stay happy...

i wont hate u...
coz hating is so sufferin...
i'll try to 4gt abt u...
4gt all da thgs tat v've been thru...
and try to forgiv wat u've done to me and my heart...
i'll try to repair it...
but i dunno how long it will nid to recover...

Happy Valentine's Day...

i m havin a very very boring valentine...
since i cnnt go out and celebrate it with him...
*my bf*

haizz...
coz...
my mum sud broke her promise...and dun wan to fetch me go...
she said oni 2 girls go and yet so much boys r over thr...
so she dun let me go...

Zzz...
thn she shudn't say yes 1st...
she shud say let me think about it 1st...
but nw i'm ok wif it d....

still...
i cannt let go!
i really wan to celeb my valentine day wif him!!
dun knw la...
he nvr on9 oso...
he said if i dun go...
he'll on9...

here he comes again...
broke his promises....
y every time ppl like to broke their promises 1...
if still nt sure abt it...
y dun tey juz say...
let me consider abt it 1st...
thn oni u tell me ur confirm decision...
sure i'll b ok wif it 1...

fine...
everythg passed d...
nw i care oso no use d...
tat's how my valentine passed...

keep waitin for 1 guy to on9...
but he didn't appr oso...
i nw really sick of ppl tat broke their promises...
tey really causing us so much probs...
my fren is actually followin my car 1...
but thx to my mum ....
she cnnt celeb wif her bf oso....

tats y i sayin ppl tat broke promises oways makin so much trouble to ppl 1...
ANTI-PPL TAT BROKE PROMISES!!
better dun let me c another...
coz if i see it...

i wont hesitate abt to kill it!!
grrrr....


well...
tis year's valentine...
seems sucks to me....
seems BORING to me...
tired of it d...

tis is da worst valentine i had ever!!

but still nid to wish ya all...
Happy Valentine Day yea~~
and wish u all hav a very nice Valentine~~

nw i feelin kinda chill d...so no nid to worry abt me,k?

well...
after thinkin a lot yesterday...
i dun knw y i nid to act like tis for thm...
i dun knw y i nid to cry for thm...

if she really wants to keep makin probs...
juz let it b...
i wont change anythg bcoz of her...

ya knw...
its nt thm...
it juz a girl....
i dun knw wat ya want from me and him....
but v wont change anythg for u!!

coz!!
u r nt my anyone!!
u juz a fren of mines...
although everythg u do juz keep makin me suffer...
but u still my BEST FREN!!
i dunno y u've bcum like tis...

but...
seriously i hope u can bcum bac da real u...
i really dun like da changes of urs...
coz...
it really make me feel sad to c u like tat...
and i really really dun wan to lose tis fren...

whenever u feel sad,
u can find me if u wan...
whenever u nid help...
u can ask me for help...

i knw...u still nid sum times to recover...
but still i'll wait for u ,k?
coz even u keep doin tis kind of stuffs,it wont change anythg between me n him...

well...
tat's all wat i want to say...
da main decision is still on ur hand...
whether to change it or nt...
it still depends on u...


btw...
i wish u b happy oways...
smile oways...
dun think too much...
juz let it b...

its have been so long time d tat i haven been emo...

y??

b4 i met thm...
i was juz a very boring girl...
i dunno how to comunicate wif my frens...
my socialibity is damn suckzz...
coclusion is my life is totally a boring life...

after i meet thm...
i really change a lot bcoz of thm...
tey treat me really nice...
i nvr regret whn i met thm...
juz y it has to turn out like tis...
everythg start to change...

i treat thm wif all of my heart...
i try to help thm if tey nid help...
i oways actin like a joker juz to make thm laugh and b happy...
but it seems like...

its like useless to do tis kind of thgs...
coz...
u'll nvr knw wat will happen if u started to knw da truth...
i now feelin damn regret to knw abt da truth...
coz it is too hurtful...
it almost take me for 2hours to stop me from cryin...
coz everytime i think abt tis...
my heart will feel damn pain...

i really dunno wat i shud do...
i really feelin damn sad...
all i can do is only cry out my sadness...
and shout it all out in my blog...

after tis...
i really hope tat everythg can b same as usual...
but it seems like its a very very faraway dream...